The void
Many a time we find ourselves creating solid attachments
with the people we invest most of our time in
It might be that friendship with that special friend who
understands you better than your parents
A relationship with that one person that has found a
different kind of favour in your feelings and emotions
The comfort of getting used to having your parents around
and seeing them on a daily basis
It is the different kinds of bonds with the different people
that are branded as special in our lives that creates the entrance point for
the infliction of feeling voided
When life denies you the
possibility to be with those you normally spend your time with, you feel the
chill of the winter breeze creep into you.
You do not realise as it creeps
in, you just find yourself feeling unfunctional, disturbed, uncomfortable in
your own body, unstable in your mind as different thoughts sweep in and out of
your mind.
It’s as though your body starts
to search for something worthy to fill the void, to keep busy, to overshadow
that feeling of discomfort and erase the void by simply replacing the
activities of that moment with something else.
If you find something or someone
else to keep you busy it normally helps to ease the troubled mind, but if you
don’t you just feel different mood swings overcome you, one moment you want to
laugh and the next you want to cry, the last resort is anger.
You find yourself angry at the
person who is missing at the moment, the void filler of the moment is then an
enemy, you want to curse them and blame them for the discomfort and uselessness
you undergoing at that time, but is it really their fault?
Change the direction of your
priorities now and look at the best way to stay filled, expel, prevent and
completely erase room for voids to ambush you and steal your joy.
Most have no need for spiritual
identification and belief for the penniless freedom that the deep realisations
from revelations can offer them.
Makes no sense to a non-believer
how free they actually are the moment they choose to follow the path of light
that only strives to grant them the freedom they desire.
The only one true love who is
sufficient for all and fills the void without an effort, without second
thoughts and without consequence.
At the age 15 when one becomes
born of Christ, before the mind is corrupt and aware of the offers of the
world, Christ is the only centre of focus with the help of the holy spirit that
guides, comforts, reveals and edifies.
At all times Christ if given the
full heart he is always there, never leaves, never forsakes, always found when
seeked, all you have to do is call.
So if you can invest all your
emotions, thoughts and feelings on the Trinity, then you have closed all doors
and permanently denied the void entrance.
The void will never know you or
torture you with all the other solutions that might destroy you if you are
always filled.
You will have no need for
neediness; your emotions cease to be the play ground for mood swings as you are
always sitting in the warmth of true comfort.
The evil the void can do to you
is unimaginable; it pushes your thoughts from one foolish decision to the next.
You seek its filling by looking
for all sorts of companies from different kinds of people, how can you find the
same purpose of the person who creates the void in a different person who is
not the void creator.
You cannot seek to fill spiritual
hunger by eating the food of the flesh because the two do not go together, you
would need to find the relevant tool for the right purpose of which if you
cannot find at the moment the only option you have in order to eliminate regret
is to wait.
Now why not choose the solution
that would never lead you to waiting and find a permanent filling for that
void?
Set yourself free from the ugly
bondage of “the void”
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